Walton Goggins mourned a woman in Thailand before the death of a white lotus

Walton Goggins‘Experience of Filming Rick’s Tour – and an untimely death – for The white lotus He came two decades after he was in Thailand mourning his late wife.

During Sunday, April 6, from the popular HBO series, Rick (Goggins) He died after facing Srticala (Lek patavadi) Husband, Jim (Scott Glenn), who unknowingly became his father. The tragic end of Rick’s story – which included the death of his zealous love Chelsea (Aimee Lou Wood) – Two decades came after Goggins had been in Thailand for a different but equally difficult reason.

Goggins rarely commented on travel abroad After a wife Leanne KaunDeath In the early 2000s. “I had someone in my life who committed suicide,” he said Gq in February. “And she was my wife. It’s a very complicated story.”

The actor married Kaun in 2001. Three years later, he went missing.

“Eventually it was revealed, the decision he had made,” said Goggins. “And yes – I thought it was truly irreversible to me. Life on the other side. And I spent the next three years looking for an excuse – not to end it, but certainly put myself in suspicious situations, not with drugs or anything like that, only life and travel experiences.”

In mourning, Goggins chose to go “all over the world” to Vietnam, Cambodia and India. But initially, Goggins said, he started his travels in Thailand, which came two decades before returning to the White Lotus Season 3 film.

“The first island we were staying on, I realized, ‘I’ve been on this road before,” he remembered. “And then the next island we went to, I realized, ‘I’ve definitely been on this beach before. I know this boardwalk.’ And all the things were still coming back. ”

Goggins’ last night of shooting, which took place in Bangkok, R.its eminded from the connection.

“We pulled up to this dock and I was like, ‘I know this dock. What? Okay. No. I know this. Oh my God,’” he shared. “That’s the room I stayed in 20 years ago. That’s my balcony. That’s where I was the first day I came here, 20 years ago, and in so much pain f *** ing, man.”

” Had the time to fully unpack the symmetry between those two people showing up at the same place, separated by 20 years.

Goggins later found a second chance in love with a movie maker Nadia Connerswho married in 2011. The couple expanded their family and now shared a son. When talking to GqGoggins was asked if he felt like he was was “the same guy” who first visited ThailandTwo decades later.

“That is, I thought about that on the day,” added Goggins. “I thought, ‘God, I wish I could embrace that guy.’ I wish we can whisper in his ear, ‘you’re going to be fine.