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Winhon and Ashley Jud have confessed to new documents that they had a difficult relationship with their late mom, Naomi judWhich also dealt with your own injury on the way to success.

In the documents A & E “Family Jedda: The truth is,” the sisters opened in the first three episodes about growing up with a young mother, the abuse they survived from one of the former children when they were children, leaving the Loszheles behind to move to Kentuki and how they found.

“I loved her more than I loved myself, but my mother was in love with me at the same time, and in horror, because I presented what she didn’t know and could not control,” Vinno said at the beginning of the documents.

“Generation Injuries” Naomi Jadda, who never has been corrected, probably led to her suicide

Vaynonna said she believed that her mother’s suicide is partly guilty of the “generation” trauma, which her mother survived.

Wynonna Judd reminds of the last performance with Mom Naomi: “She was very fragile”

Winnonna and Ashley Jad, who saw her mom here in 1992, confessed to the new documents that they had a difficult relationship with Naomi Jad. (Ke.Mazur/Wireimage)

“One of the reasons I decided that my mother left this world is an injury, a generation injury, family things that have never been healed or sent,” Vinno said in the first episode of the show.

Growing up, Naomi Jad was a mother -in -law, her younger brother died from Hodgkin’s lymphoma as a child, and she was a teenage mother when she gave birth to wine.

Vinno called the closeness with her mother “blessing and burden” because she felt “responsible for what she felt better.”

“As a child, she did not get what she needed,” Vinno said. “This is a fact.”

But she confessed that she was “not allowed to be a child” who is growing.

“I was an adult,” Vinno said about her relationship with her mother.

Ashley added that their mother lived with the “constellation of their suffering”, which before death was twisted into a strong depression.

“I loved her more than I loved myself, but my mother was in love with me and in horror, because I presented what she didn’t know and could not control.”

– Wynonna Judd

Vani said that from a young age, Naomi always sought approval from her mother, who tried her for loveing ​​the audience as a child, about which Ashley continued her professional musical career.

“It was not about the ego and the grandeur and self-determination,” Ashley showed. “It was actually something much more modest than that. It was about the basic value.”

Nomi died of suicide In April 2022.

Ashley and Vinno with her mother in 2002. (Kevin Winter/Imagedirect)

Former guy naomi once hung Ashley in the bedroom window for the ankles

After falling from their mother’s father, she met a man who called Vinno “horrible”, – said Ashley and Vinno.

“Mom was really, really not a healthy guy,” she explained. “She saw him as James Dina. The reality was that he was not James Ding. He’s a guy who is awful.

“I was old enough to know that something was wrong. I just remember how very, I was very aware of this man who watched us in the bath, and, you know, lay on me while I was watching TV.”

Varinon said that their mother was often not at home, and she became “incredibly, incredibly protective from Ashley.”

Ashley said a living guy once discovered that the girls wrote on the walls: “And he hung me out the bedroom window.”

Ashley and Vinnon Jud with Clean Larry Stricland a few weeks after Naomi Jadda’s death in 2022. (Images of Mickey Bernal/Getti)

Naomi wrote in her memoir about how he moved to the apartment across the road after she dispersed with him so he could chase her.

One night, she said, she found that someone was in her house. When she went inside, her ex -grabbed her in jealousness, demanding to find out if she was with another person.

“When he raped me, I prayed that he would not kill me because my children needed me,” she wrote.

Ashley says that for most of her childhood she remained fighting

Ashley said she feels “abandoned” by her parents as a child, adding that everyone thought she was “very capable of the child” and therefore “no one should take care of me”.

The widower Naomi, Larry Crichland He said that when he was on the road with Naomi and Vinno, Ashley remained alone.

“Ashley, I am sure, felt behind. You know, she suffered, she suffered from that. It changed her,” Stricland said in the documents.

She moved with her father in the younger year of high school, but said that he did not have much at home and also used drugs.

Vinno called the closeness with her mother “blessing and burden” because she felt “responsible for what she felt better.” (A & E)

“My assumption is a justification for the abandonment of me that I was a very capable child … Therefore, no one should take care of me. And both of my parents had these beliefs,” Ashley said.

She also remembered how the youngest girl was dealing with chickenpox in the health resort.

“Mom worked, and then came out at night, so I was in this strange place with chickenpox. I just slept all the time,” Ashley said.

At the time, Naomi moved with the girls back to Kentucky, but she still fought with nine or five jobs before she and Vinno found musical success.

“It was an attack of depression as a child,” Ashley said, citing the illness she would continue to fight, most of the time unnoticed.

“I would just watch the commercials and came out of the advertising funds that were advertised, and just copied what I saw on television,” Ashley recalled about taking care of myself in the motel.

Ashley Jud said that her mother’s love for the audience was not about the ego, but about the “basic value”. (A & E)

When she was 14, Ashley was sent to a model in Japan, where she said she was raped twice.

She said that when her mother later learned from Ashley’s diary about the attack, Naomi “drew” from this idea, referring to the man who raped her “guys”.

“But I was a little girl. I wasn’t a participant. I was a victim. There was no such thing, and my mom, and I had a lot of such conversations later in my life,” Ashley said. “And her understanding of sexual attack and rape was not the prospect of which she grew and developed. She simply had no such information and prospects.

“So, her reaction was to laugh. I was closed. My own experience and reality is invalid and denied that her heart would be very painful crying today.”

“One of the reasons I decided that my mom left this world is an injury, a generation injury, family things that have never been cured or went.”

– Wynonna Judd

But she added that her Her mother’s experience This is “a description, not an accusation. Everyone did their best.”

Vinnona says she did not accept her sexuality on stage because she closed after she was bullied at the age of 12

Dan Potter, the music leader of “Judds”, said he understood why he fought his weight in his singing career.

“She wanted not to be attractive,” he said the documentary producer. “It happened to her things that made her not want to be attractive.”

“I was scored at 12, so all my sexuality was really knocked out because I, only 12, was really closed,” Winone discovered. “So, I wore weight literally and figuratively.”

Her weight, which she said, dressed because the food became for her as drugs or alcohol, became a problem after she and her mom found success as a duo of the country.

Naomi Jud and his first husband Michael Tsiminala, father of wine, center and Ashley, right below. (A & E)

“Mom was very difficult for me,” she said, “because of course she lost me to lose, but she would never say so. It was always: “Well, if you lost 20 pounds, you would be pop star.” I remember this conversation very well. “

Vaynonna noted that this was the same as her grandmother told her mother.

“That’s why I would be so angry because he knew he was transmitted,” she added.

She said her mother’s sexuality on stage when they performed “so exacerbated” her.

“She was 36 years old. She was ready to be a fire,” Vinno laughed. “As the children said today, she was dripping. She was eliminated and ready for hum. The man, she had regimes, but then I was so deteriorating her sexuality.”

She added that she wanted her connection with her mother to be harmonious as their music, but “there was a lot of dysfunction.”

Naomi and Vinnon Jad are in 1988. (EBET ROBERS/Redferns)

Larry Stricland was “enviable as shit” success naomi at an early stage

Crickland, who is also a musician, confessed to the documents that “envied as shit” by Naomi’s success at the beginning of his career.

Naomi wrote in Her memoirs After she learned that their song “Mama He Carm” was # 1, Stricland got up and left the door.

“I was enviable as her shit, you know,” a 76-year-old man confessed about his dead wife, “so we just collapsed a little.”

Naomi was described in an interview with 1987, which was played out in the documents that came out “when he learned that” Mom he was crazy “went from number 1. But we are together now.”

In Naomi’s memoir, she wrote that she met Stricland in 1979, when his gospel group, a quartet stamps, entered the building where she was a secretary in Nashville.

The group has toured Elvis Presley over the last three years of his life.

“I mean, it was almost love at first sight,” Stricland said in the documents.

He said that at this time they had no money, and he created his own Memphis band that hid in the country, playing clubs.

“I tried to find my way,” he said. “Naomi, she was a breadwinner. We were poor.

Stricland said Naomi would work at night at her new job a nurse, and during the day she would knock on the door in the music of Nashville.

“So she did it all,” he said.

Naomi Jud and Larry Strekland’s husband in 2005. (Harry Langdon/Getti Image)

“Only a handful of people go through (into the branch),” he added.

After many years of hard work, Naomi and Vainonna received a great break after meeting with the producer Nashville Maher on their sister work and signed RCA Records in 1983.

“If you can imagine that all these years are fighting with the fight, all meetings, all” no “, it was to be stunning,” said Maher about when they signed up with RCA.

In Naomi’s memoir, she wrote that one night, when they were on the road, Sticland called a great distance.

“He wanted to change his life,” she wrote about Sticland. “” I’m leaving the road. I love you, so I ask you to marry me. What is your answer? ”

“I was just ridiculous, but I said, ‘How would you like to be buried with my people? “,” said Stricland producer documents. “This is an old saying.”

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Naomi wrote in her memory of the time: “We had the biggest year in our lives not only professionally but also personally.”

Stricland and Naomi married in 1989 and were married to death in 2022.