Judge Tamra Rock is tired of being called ‘Horrible Human’

Tamra judge Shares a snapshot of her emotional therapy sessions.

On the episode of Thursday, July 10, of Orange County Real House LadiesCameras rolled as Tamra, 57, spoke to a therapist about the battles in her life.

“I’m so afraid that if I get close to people, they’ll turn on me so I keep a wall up that I’m not getting too close,” said the reality star through tears. “I really have a very few people I can talk to.

Throughout his 15 seasons on the popular reality show Bravo, Tamra has found herself going into time conflict with several Costar, including Jennifer. Jeana Keough. Vicki Gunvalson and Shannon Beador.

In season 19, she is expected to do so get himself in an argument with a cast member who returns Gretchen Rossi.

In terms of why she decided to try therapy, Tamra said she wanted to learn equipment to better manage her emotions.

“I realized that you have to dig up those things that are buried deep inside you because that’s the things that come out when you get angry,” he said in a confessional interview. “The battle in custody that my ex put through it, my daughter leaves me, my dad leaves us … it’s hard and I never wanted to do it and here I am.”

Before tying the knot with Judge eddie In June 2013 Tamra was married to Simon Barney Between 1998 and 2011. The Exes share Sidney, 25, Spencer, 24, and Sophia, 20. (Tamra and Sidney are currently disengaged.)

During her therapy session, Tamra addressed the moment she revealed on her Iheartradio podcast “Two T in Pod” was on the spectrum.

Although Tamra and his therapist agree that it is too soon to determine an official diagnosis, the public recliner proved to be much for the podcast host.

“I’m misspelling,” he admitted. “I shouldn’t have said anything. I’ve just been publicly destroyed.”

While viewers know that Tamra never likes to look weak or play the victim, he hopes fans can see a new side of her as season 19 starts playing out.

“People think I don’t have feelings and it’s not true,” Tamra continued in a confessional interview. “I’m tired of being called a horrible human being because I’m not.”

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